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What has happened to me?

Mon Jun 15, 2009, 1:59 AM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Double Action piano form
  • Reading: Atlas of Human Anatomy for the Artist
  • Watching: the screen
  • Playing: Pokemon Platinum
  • Eating: No appetite
  • Drinking: No appetite
I used to be able to repel my own sadness. I can't anymore.

I used to want to spread happiness. I was depressed all the time, but there is enough sad in the world so I didn't want to add to it. And spread happiness so that people can actually feel better for a change.

But I am now a black hole of misery. Gloom. Depression. Stress(Lots of it iRL).


How can I get out? I've been trying everything, going out with family, playing with family, TALKING, trying to go out with friends, playing, drawing etc...

They say time heals, but...why hasn't it healed after so long?


Though...I will never give up.

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:icondtrd:
Have you ever tried...smiling?

It may sound stupid, but sometimes, someone is sad because they don't want to be happy. It's not easy getting over something sometimes, but sometimes, that something just needs a smile.

Good luck either way, I hate seeing people sad like this.

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:iconminon:
From what I've known of you, that stress' probably what's keeping you down the most. I suggest you see if there's a way to do something about the source of that, rather than just relieving it. Doesn't really help when a can is being filled as it's being emptied.

But then again I'm not that great at comforting people (some people know that pretty darn well), so blah, and sorry.

I hope you start feeling better soon though. Kinda miss your happier pics too(Like Fushi messing with Sairoku and such).

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:iconblazingcoral:
I'll be praying for you. :<

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:iconfushidane:
I smile almost too much, actually. But thanks for your suggestion.

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:iconjw174176:
You try going to a therapist and seeing if they can help you out? I mean, that's what they're paid to do, after all.

Good luck, though, and I hope you feel better sometime in the near future.

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:iconmiazzy:
As someone's said above, stress is probably one of the big things.

I think if you deal with whatever's making the stress, things should get better for you. This isn't really from much but my own experience - but hey, I feel like pitching in with a suggestion. I hope things get better for you.

*hugs*

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:iconsnowskin:
Don't smile for others, smile for yourself.

I hope you get the meaning. :) -pat pat-

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:iconletdragon:
I think you need to distance yourself from the stress. Perhaps it's best to see a therapist to help yourself.

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:iconzialightheart:
Back when I was stressed, I asked myself WHY I was stressed, and started analyzing it in a way that made me calm down, plus I tried to NOT think of the stress. But by analyzing it I usually found a way to get over it. I hope this helps, being like that sucks. D8

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